Even now I cannot even fathom living a life without my grandpa. He was the most forgiving, caring, beaming man I have ever met and have had the honor to have as my grandfather.
It all seems like a dream right now. I've talked to you every night in my prayers and I know that you are okay, it's just going to be hard. You have been there since the day I was born, you've taught me so much that I will never, ever forget as long as I live. When I am married and have children, they will be sure to know about their great grandfather and what a wonderful person he was and how his soul outshined so many in a world of disenchantment and skepticism.
Your bond with God and Jesus surpasses almost any other than I have ever encountered. I am going to work my hardest to reach that level of peace with God, I'm working everyday to make it come true.
I know you said before you passed that you already were proud of me, but i'm going to do all i can to be the best person I could ever be just so when I get to heaven I can see that oh-so familiar smile directed at me with approval.
You are my role-model, my grandpa, my spiritual inspiration, and my light at the end of this tunnel.
Don't worry about Grandma, we will take good care of her.
Grandma, I know that this is probably the hardest thing you will ever go through but I want you to know that we will ALWAYS be there to help you through this, so don't ever EVER feel like you are alone.
God wanted my grandpa in heaven so he could help Him do whatever He has planned and I have no doubt that grandpa will serve him to the fullest of his ability just as he did in life.
Conclusively, this is not 'the end'. It's more like a 'farewell' for right now, because I know in my heart that someday we will all be reunited in heaven.
Love forever and always,
Staci (eldest granddaughter of Darwin Baker)